Momentum

July 23rd, 2011.

The moment I've been waiting for, since I entered JESS last year. True story.

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Okay, so let's just say I went through the day with much dissatisfaction. More than a year of waiting, and it was stupid. Pfft. -.-

I got to place myself in four events that day. Must you know, it was my school Sport's Day. First event was the 100 metre race, in which I managed to win a silver medal.

Nest came the 400 metre, which was when it turned out BAD. As normal, people fast-jog in this thaang. Which was what I did. Guess I don't know my own strength. I got third placing, and after the race my legs were burning.

I couldn't stabilize myself so I had to sit down. And two of my PBSM friends which had been supporting me the whole race wanted to help me but I refused. I so did not want to trouble them, and after all, I thought I could've managed the pain. No pain, no gain, yes?

But man was I wrong. I then went to the Blue House tent and sat nearby Pn Mahnun. My father kept asking whether if he should buy or do anything for me. But I was dizzy, and I felt like sleeping, which now come to think of it, was dangerous. Could've fainted while I slept. :-/

Back to my father, I shook my head all the time. Until my teacher forced me to drink some mineral water cause I looked really pale then. And like, very pale.

Aimi was there, and soon after that came Pn Fatimah. She 'babysat' me for awhile until I decided it was time to go home. What should happen to my next two events and my medals were beyond my care.

Aimi called my mom, but a minute after, my father came. I told him I wanted to go home, and he agreed.

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I was definitely touched then. A tadful of humans asked and cared about my health ect, especially my closed ones. Aimi did everything I asked of her, and my teachers and friends wouldn't let me join in any more events after that.

Thanks guys. :) Guess I took you for granted, but now I really did see the real you.

So now do know that I think and feel different of you guys, eventhough my actings are similar as before.

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:DD

Worth a shot

Since Aimi complained about my last post, Imma make a new one. So this is for you, woman.

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Mmmmm. What is there to post about? Yeap. There's nothing.

And now I look like a total idiot because of that bitch, Aimi.

Tomorrow is my school Sport's Day. I'm in for a few tracks' events. Yeah, jes' sayin'.

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God, life has been damn hectic nowadays. I don't have time for meals, for fear of being late. No time for novels and tv shows, and definitely no online whatsoever during weekdays. Not enough sleep, and everything's been done in such hurries lately, like eating, bathing, showers, homeworks. Zzz. 

Guess what? I felt like a zombie most of the time in school. Wow, surprise surprise.

And someone called me 'depressed'. Eh, no I am not, thank you very much.

Atleast, I don't think I am. :/

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Anyway, my father showed me what a melancholic person would say if he/she accidentally sat on a tack :

''Life is just like this tiny nail. Sharp... Short.. And painful.'' *exaggerated sigh*

What cool father I have, aye? ;p

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Ramadhan's cooomiiiiinngg  <3

I just love being excited. They say I am a weirdo. I get excited for almost everything. Exams, tuitions, extra curricular activities, campings, speeches, and such. Pfft. What a silly excuse to call someone weird.

Who cares anyway, Hari Sukan is tomollow :3 WEEE!

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I love my life. I don't think about problems. So there. Stop asking me why I am 'optimistic'. Indeed, I am not. I just don't think about silly things. And I hyperventilate. That 's all, yaw. :D

K, mate. See you nextime.