Monday, May 11, 2015

List of things for PLKN

Okay so I've been reading all the experiences by all these ex-wira(s) and wirawati(s) during their time served in PLKN. Somehow along the way I got interested in writing my own experiences because honestly, I'm still attached to PLKN in one way or another.
 
I registered late for PLKN, which is about a week late compared to other participants because of the trip to Japan.
 
Some of the basic necessities to be brought to PLKN :
 
1. A medium-sized mirror
-not too big but big enough to fit your whole face when you're looking into it (esp if you're a girl)
 
2. Water bottles
- I brought two bottles, left the larger one in my locker and brought the smaller one everywhere (mostly to the DM). There were huge tanks filled with plain water at the DM so we were able to refill anytime we want. Of course, my seat at the end of the wirawati Charlie's long table was the most strategic as it was the closest to the sink and food counter as well as the tanks of plain water. *blessed*
 
3. Toiletries
-shampoo, toothbrush, toothpaste, soap, comb and so forth
 
4. Pail and bailer
-For the purpose of washing clothing items and bathing time
 
5.  A pair of slippers and a pair of comfortable shoes
-slippers are for going to toilets and in case you injure your feet, you can wear them during activities if you were given the permission to.
PLKN provided shoes for us but somebody mistook my PLKN pt shoes at the surau, so I hated wearing the shoes ever since. Hence, I wore my very own shoes at every time possible.
(Here's the thing at PLKN. People mistook your belongings all the time because they all looked exactly like one another. We gotta find creative ways to make sure that didn't happen. I marked my class shoes using pieces of trash once)
 
And now I don't feel like continuing this post. There are so many stuffs, too many, to be shared and told here. If any of you needs advices on PLKN, what to bring, what to do or not do, anything at all, do contact me. :)
 
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Ciao.


Saturday, May 2, 2015

AMIK KAU KEMARAHAN AKU TAHUN LEPAS HAHAHAHHAHA

what the fuck bruh. You have the fucking right to raise up your children the way you wish. Let me bring up my children the way I want to. Okay? You stay out of my business and I'll stay out of yours.
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Excuse you, I didn't use my fucking freedom and play all day long two days before spm starts. And I spent my fucking money, my fucking 2k for the sake of other humans. The 2k that I've collected over the years okay. Not the fucking 2k that I got simply from my parents, because I don't have that kind of 2k. I didn't claim even one fucking cent from any adults, and yet I'm the spoiled one. 

It's not like I'd fucking die if I don't marry you. Go find your equal ass species and marry her. I can't do it with an autocratic guy like you. I'm autocratic myself, and if you dare use any fucking advice on me, then just get the hell away from me. It'll be easier for the both of us.
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Or perhaps you're calling me that because I get to drive a car everywhere I want. Well, boohoo, sorry to tell you, but since that happened, I sort of have to take care of myself. People are willing to leave me alone at home for days and expecting me to feed myself. I'm an underage, for God's sake. 

They don't even know my illnesses if I don't tell them. They don't know a lot of stuffs happening around me because they just don't care. No one looks at me, okay? People go home everyday to have humans asking them, 'how was school? how was friends? Homework?' but not for me. They don't force me to study, you might call it a blessing, but try to change places for once. They don't know the real me. All they want to see is a perfect daughter with fucking achievements. How the hell do they expect me to get those damn achievements, they don't care. They just need me to get them. Do you know how many fucking times I have suicidal thoughts? No? Then don't fucking judge me. But then again, you obviously will judge me. You already did, anyway.
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Those fucking days of sleepless nights, of those headaches and heartaches because I worked so hard for other people's sake, and yeahey, I'm the spoiled one. Just give me my fucking certificate already.
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Oh yeah, just got up to another level of spoiledness by posting this rant. Yeay me. Fuck you.

post-SPM activities

DAH LAMA TAK POST RANTS ON ZIS BLOG.

After SPM, time is abviously mine since the intake for most IPTAs starts somewhere around June. /facepalm

A brief post about what I've done with my life so far.

1. Japan trip (2/12 - 14/12) '14

2. PLKN (15/12 - 14/2) '15

3. Outings and catching up with humans for a month

4. Europe trip (13/3-21/3) '15

5. Work (23/3 - 19/4) '15

6. Puasa ganti for 6 days

7. Rot

okdahbye