Friday, December 27, 2013

Past year's list

It's a tradition for me to create new resolutions at the end of every year, as well as to check the previous list to see how much I've achieved.
And this post is about the latter.
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1. Get accepted into boarding schools. (Preferably MRSM)
Status; Fulfilled.
I got accepted into Banting Sciene School, or BASiS. And...... dropped out like 2 weeks after that.

2. Maintain my extra-curricular grade.
Status; Fulfilled.

3. Study well so that Addmaths becomes my favourite subject.
Status; Half achieved.
So I don't exactly like Addmaths, but I don't hate it either. 

4. Be a more responsible prefect and student for as long as I'm in Jalan Empat.
Status; Half achieved.
This year I've done lots of acceptably ''responsible''  things than I ever did in my life (I think). Ah well. It's from my perspective anyway, and I'm positive I did enough to make myself proud.

5. Just be an octopus? ................................... Uh...
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Status; Unfulfilled.
Turns out I became a rabbit instead (long story).
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Sunday, December 8, 2013

BSMM national-level camp 2013

This is the third post of the day. Guess I'm extra lifeless today.
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I read about my past posts, and there's this one post in which I spent a bit rambling about this year's Red Crescent Youth National level camp, which was held under Kementerian Belia & Sukan in June.
Now, allow me to elaborate on what I did at that camp and why it turned out to be so special to me.
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About 20 people from my school participated in the camp, and during the registration, Pn. J and the other teacher told me that they weren't going to supervise us (meaning, they'd go home once registration was done). Of course, there were at least 1500 other participants from approximately 50 different schools joining the camp, with each school sending at least one teacher as supervisor. Then Pn. J told me that I was going to have to become the 'mak kecik' as I had to care about the 19 students from our school. I, naturally, accepted the challenge and allowed  them teachers to go back home the minute registration was done.

((note that the sequences in this post are all mixed up))
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One night we had to go and walk around the festival site, idk why we had to do that, we just did. And we rounded the site thrice before giving up. Then my ''children'' were complaining about being tired, so I decided to just wait and rest at the entrance. By then it was nearing 11pm, and still only a few other participants were loitering nearby. I lose my patience and I decided to just go back to our campsite without waiting for the others, it was a risk, but I couldn't take it anymore because about half of us fell asleep. Then, an amazing thing happened. Before we know it, we had almost all of the other participants tailgating us as well. Turned out they got tired of not knowing where to head, and followed our footsteps of just going back without the permission of any adults.

I remember we had to walk 20 minutes to reach the Masjid Besi just to poop and clean ourselves. We, my ''children'' and I however, didn't have showers there bc the toilets in the Masjid Besi were always packed. Then we'd stay up until 2 am just to take baths together at the camp site. It was such an enjoyable time, with my juniors making jokes and humoring me and Nadiah. The water was cold too, and we really had fun. Praying duty was also at the mosque, and we had to wake up super early to get to the mosque for Subuh. Needless to say, on our 20 minutes' journey there, I fell asleep countless times. How I even managed to reach the mosque at all was beyond me. Upon arriving there, we all collapsed into one massive heap while waiting for the azan to start. 

I also remember Aisyah getting this high fever during Najib's speech at the festival, and it was raining lightly. She claimed that she could stand it, but I insisted on sending her back to the camp site. So Nadiah, me and Aisyah  staggered walked all the way back to the campsite. It took us about 20 minutes to get to the med's tent. Then I treated Luqmanul and Nadiah cans of drinks because they deserved them (Luqmanul for waiting for us in the crowd while we sent Aisyah to rest, and Nadiah for accompanying Aisyah and me). 

I too remember everyone getting sick at one point. Ju had diarrhoea and my junior, Tuan had this... swell on her toe. And of course they had to come and report everything to me. So I gave Aisyah a comfortable sleeping spot that night, after she got her checkups. To Tuan I advised her to apply some toothpaste on the swell. Ju claimed that she's brought her medicines along, but I kept on checking on her just in case.

Then in the morning we had to wait for the camp fasilitators to arrive. We waited for about 40 - 50 minutes and every participant was lingering around. So I conducted the Around The World game with them, and the minutes just flew by. The juniors kept on matching me up with Sharmin, as we kept on fighting like cats and dogs. It was especially nice when Sharmin had to stay quiet because he lost his voice. I won all arguments at that time, and he just had to smile in this annoyed way.  

Then on the last day, we had this Simulasi Bencana activity. I was one of the orang kampung(s), which means my task was to disturb every RCY member from the opposing team as much as possible. And of course I did my job. I shouted and pretended to cry and wail so much that they had to order about 3 men to carry me away. One of the fasilitators really appraised me for my acting and presented me the nickname 'langau'. 

Finally, I also remember that we were the only school that placed girls in the front line and boys at the back. Most probably because our school's RCY president was me, a girl. Then I shared drinks with the people in the lines to my right, turned out it was coffee. I was about to pour the coffee on to the ground, but they offered to drink it up instead.
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Haish. Tahu tak rinduuuuuu dengan semua ni. :')

ps; One of the awesome part of this camp was that my old good friend, Luqmanul joined the camp as well, presenting his school. My mum called Luqmanul, thinking it was Haziq's number she was dialling, just to ask where I was and why didn't I pick up my phone.

Stalked myself


Oi,you not remembering me is just mean..:'( haha...weird much? anyway,must I remind you,you were the one who came afer me,not the other way round,and even if you were serious and all,may I tell you that I'm just a half-kid half-teenager who does not think appropriately and sometimes I just follow on my instincts..
So.
The summary goes on like this = you came after me - we're friends - you forget about me - I don't care at all - ??
So,dood,please,I'm NOT missing you,you can go on with your life and so will I,just don't expect ME to be thinking about YOU.



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Whoever wrote that is clearly missing the person who forgets her. Her denial is so bad, it's ridiculous. She can't forget the person and is really hoping that the person will just talk to her. She'd do anything so that the person reappears. It's just so obvious.
UNFORTUNATELY,
THAT WAS ME, MY LINES FROM 2010. I CANNOT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY CAME UP WITH THOSE SENTENCES. FMKWEXSZWP CAN I GO BACK TO THE PAST AND SLAP MYSELF???

Two of my many favourite people

Today I woke up, thinking about two people. And I decided that I'm going to write about them in my Blog. So expect the expected (?)

First person
You have been my partner for a whole year, and I'm very glad to have been given the opportunity to know you well. You received so many nicknames from me (princess hijau, petani moden, gajah biru), and together we created some of the weirdest nicknames for the guys in our class. I still remember the time I beat you with only one mark for our mid term exam. You were, and are such a genius ass. So far I think I like you being my partner best, as seeing that we're both lefties. You were also the most hardworking partner I've ever sat with. You used to have a handmade petite box containing shortened colour pencils in your pencilbox. They were for your notes, I remember how you like underlining key points using them. You, me and Aisyah would also go out to recess five minutes earlier (cause we were the school prefects) together. I still remember the drawing of the heart you made. It was so colourful and alive. Then for bm, I think you were the first and only kid to have done all  the 5 essays that Pn. Nazilah gave out. Oh my God, I miss you. 
The other day, I went to your class and you said something that really spooked me out at that time. Well, it was spooky then. Now, I feel touched. Anyway, you said ''aku sayang kau sebab kau kuda putih aku''. So simple yet so deep. I still remember the way you said it, and how our postures were at that time. We were never the ''sayang2'' type. And at that time, I think I was speechless. So I decided to let my ego take over and said something like ''kau kenapa? menakutkan je o.o'' or something. K never mind, guess I'll just reply to that, here. Aku pun sayang kau gak weh :) 
ps; You make a great mom/grandma for the Perocubians. You're so sporting!

Second person
Honestly, the moment I found out you were the only person from our gang who's going into the same class as me, I wasn't exactly happy. Why? That's because I thought we weren't that close and I found it awkward if we were to be left alone. But as the time went on, the awkwardness melted bit by bit so that by now, I'd already know a big part of your life and had heard numerous stories from you. You were always there for me, even at times when I messed things up. I know for a fact that you love me, and that whatever you do, you'd always drag me in as well. I appreciate that, even at times I felt that you were somewhat on the obsessive side. But, to find a friend as true as you is a gift. Yeah, I remember the time we did not have any motivation to study at all, and we didn't put in a single effort to understand anything in class. And then when I came back from Banting, you cried. We decorated 4 Cen together during Merdeka celebration, and we were always in the same group. You'd get jealous if I started becoming close with other people. I also remember the time when you brought that delicious spaghetti your mom made. And also, you were the one who taught me to eat chocolates while studying. For July test, we felt ridiculously disabled because we couldn't eat chocolates while we studied as it was the fasting month. You also taught me the way to memorize verses from the holy Quran by understanding Arabic. And there's this one incident that made me touched as hell; I forgot who asked you the question ''Apa jadi kalau Aqillah tak balik Banting?''. And your answer was; ''Aku akan jadi jauh lebih teruk dari sekarang. Aku takkan berusaha untuk dapat result baik mcm sekarang.'' 
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I love you guys. 
Dah bye.