Thursday, December 29, 2011

Rezolutionz.

2011 is coming close to the end. Such shame, since I liked this year better than the couple of years behind. But I ain't reminiscing now, and I'm positive that I cherished and treasured beautiful moments that occurred throughout this year. :')
Anyway, this year I started off with a few resolutions, so let's see what I've achieved up to date;

1. Build some self-confidence.
2. Patch all the holes in my life yg aku dah purposely 'poke' time form 1 dulu. And I'm telling you, there's ALOT to cover up. o.O
3. Jadi active dlm Koko.
4. Participate in atleast ONE event in Sports Day.
5. Tukar personality, banyak2 bersabar and gang up dengan sume orang.
6. Gain my confidence in speaking other languages, selain BM, obviously. Cause I've wasted enough, and absolutely ENOUGH this year.

I should think that those are about it. Alhamdulillah.
2012 is approaching babeyh. Thus, here are some new resolutions I've thought about in a huge attempt to improve myself for a better future. Brace yourself. :-B
  1. Improve myself. How I'm planning to do this, is for me to know and for you to never find out. xD
  2. Score straight A's for PMR.
  3. Be more active in sports and my Koko stuff. Annnd get an A for my Koko mark.
  4. Strive to be a better friend and family member.
  5. Give my specs undivided attention and not ruin them for at least a year.
  6. Be a better emcee. *sigh
  7. Get ONLY number 1, 2 or 3 for the placings in class. 
There. I reckon seven is enough, as I do realize I'm not some kind of miracle achiever. So Imma climb all the way up by myself. Wish me luck, and pray fer me. I'd appreciate that.
xx.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Okay. Nothing much has happened since my last post. However, I am rather unsatisfied with the latest class placings as they 'renovated' everything. So now;
I am officially in 3 Proaktif. D:
I wish things wouldn't change, because I've come to accept my fellow 2 Optimist's mates as one big family. But life must go on. And my partner-to-be is Shallu. :) Atleast that's one thing similar.
Also, I've come to my senses that I am now a candidate of 2012's PMR. Anxious, yes, but I'm excited as well. The latter more so the the first. 'Tis odd, undeniable. But I guess I'm just as ludicrous and awesome as always. Whatever.


Anyway.
Tomorrow's my last tuition class for December, and I've been sitting with Queenie, Sharvina, Celine and Ching Yi from start till the end. Ain't eager to decide who to sit with next year, since they are all going during the weekdays. 
But no worries, I tend to make friends real fast if I want to. A useful skill passed on from my mother to me, Alhamdulillah. Talking about friends, here is a shoutout answer to those who have been..... pestering me with questions like who's my best friend and am I close to that guy over there or even he's your boyfriend isn't he or maybe I reckon that's a close girlfriend of yours? and all those that tag with them.
Guise, please.
I treat everyone of different ages and genders in equivalent ways. And I can be close to people all I like, so if you reckon everyone wants to be my close friend /sister /best friend, or whatever, so be it. Everyone's lovely in their own ways, therefore I shall confirm that I am close with them all.
Satisfied? Yes, no? Well,


:D

Monday, December 12, 2011

Happy Birthday Umi. :D

Never mind the title.
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To be honest, I don't feel any need at all to write anything here. However, it is my mother's birthday today, and so I was summoned up by an urgent desire to rant post something. I can't really see the relationship between those two, but who's to say anything about us complicated organisms?
Anyway.
As of late, I have very little things to worry about. With no activities to perform, staring at the wall is now one of my main priorities.  As far as I'm concerned, ticking off an endless list of novels books to be read could very easily be the climax of my everyday life. Other initiative  to pass the time is by watching plain Korean dramas. Well, what can I say? I'm lifeless.
I've been desperate for some entertainment, you see. So I tried a few things to take my mind off the dread. However, making a new resolution list would make me look too excited for the arrival of 2012, which I am, so to say. as there's still a good few weeks before the closure of 2011. Next, I also forced myself to do some past years' questions, but failed miserably. Undefeated, I then signed myself for some tuition classes, but somehow I met my old friends and forgot all about the initial aim. So then I tried stalking. Nehh, same old same old. New friends, old boyfriends, everything's boring.
So now I am in no hope of going back to school and pouring fairy tales to my classmates about my magical holiday. Cause it's plainly dull. And boring. And tasteless. And plain. And... You got it, right?
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Dadadada.
LIFE IS BEING CRUELLY BORING.
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Hey.... Did I mention about making next year's resolutions? Alright. I'm up for that. Kbye.