Momentum

July 23rd, 2011.

The moment I've been waiting for, since I entered JESS last year. True story.

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Okay, so let's just say I went through the day with much dissatisfaction. More than a year of waiting, and it was stupid. Pfft. -.-

I got to place myself in four events that day. Must you know, it was my school Sport's Day. First event was the 100 metre race, in which I managed to win a silver medal.

Nest came the 400 metre, which was when it turned out BAD. As normal, people fast-jog in this thaang. Which was what I did. Guess I don't know my own strength. I got third placing, and after the race my legs were burning.

I couldn't stabilize myself so I had to sit down. And two of my PBSM friends which had been supporting me the whole race wanted to help me but I refused. I so did not want to trouble them, and after all, I thought I could've managed the pain. No pain, no gain, yes?

But man was I wrong. I then went to the Blue House tent and sat nearby Pn Mahnun. My father kept asking whether if he should buy or do anything for me. But I was dizzy, and I felt like sleeping, which now come to think of it, was dangerous. Could've fainted while I slept. :-/

Back to my father, I shook my head all the time. Until my teacher forced me to drink some mineral water cause I looked really pale then. And like, very pale.

Aimi was there, and soon after that came Pn Fatimah. She 'babysat' me for awhile until I decided it was time to go home. What should happen to my next two events and my medals were beyond my care.

Aimi called my mom, but a minute after, my father came. I told him I wanted to go home, and he agreed.

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I was definitely touched then. A tadful of humans asked and cared about my health ect, especially my closed ones. Aimi did everything I asked of her, and my teachers and friends wouldn't let me join in any more events after that.

Thanks guys. :) Guess I took you for granted, but now I really did see the real you.

So now do know that I think and feel different of you guys, eventhough my actings are similar as before.

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:DD

Worth a shot

Since Aimi complained about my last post, Imma make a new one. So this is for you, woman.

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Mmmmm. What is there to post about? Yeap. There's nothing.

And now I look like a total idiot because of that bitch, Aimi.

Tomorrow is my school Sport's Day. I'm in for a few tracks' events. Yeah, jes' sayin'.

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God, life has been damn hectic nowadays. I don't have time for meals, for fear of being late. No time for novels and tv shows, and definitely no online whatsoever during weekdays. Not enough sleep, and everything's been done in such hurries lately, like eating, bathing, showers, homeworks. Zzz. 

Guess what? I felt like a zombie most of the time in school. Wow, surprise surprise.

And someone called me 'depressed'. Eh, no I am not, thank you very much.

Atleast, I don't think I am. :/

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Anyway, my father showed me what a melancholic person would say if he/she accidentally sat on a tack :

''Life is just like this tiny nail. Sharp... Short.. And painful.'' *exaggerated sigh*

What cool father I have, aye? ;p

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Ramadhan's cooomiiiiinngg  <3

I just love being excited. They say I am a weirdo. I get excited for almost everything. Exams, tuitions, extra curricular activities, campings, speeches, and such. Pfft. What a silly excuse to call someone weird.

Who cares anyway, Hari Sukan is tomollow :3 WEEE!

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I love my life. I don't think about problems. So there. Stop asking me why I am 'optimistic'. Indeed, I am not. I just don't think about silly things. And I hyperventilate. That 's all, yaw. :D

K, mate. See you nextime.

101 thaangs.

So here goes:

1. Name: Rabi.
2. Age: 14.

3. Zodiac sign: taurus.

4. Male or Female: F.

5. Hair color: Mix brownblack.

6. Short or tall: Shortly tall.

7. Are you ticklish: For fun, rarely. Annoy people, yeash!. :3

8. Dress or jeans: J.

9.If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be: Flyyyyy, for sure!

10.How many drugs have you done in the last three days: I’m only fourteen.

11.What did your last text message you received on your cell say and who was it from: Erm, from a girl named FN asking about Seni homework.

12.Name one thing you worry about running out of: Prepaid dalam fon laa gilaaa :D

13.Five things you would need to survive, if left alone on a deserted island: My Galaxy tab, converse sneakers, deodorant, novels…… And top-up for my phone. :D

14.What is your best physical feature: My left ear? Pfft.

15. Do you have a dog?: No.

16. What color are your bed sheets: they’re colourful.

17. Piercings: One time, earlobes. Now, no more.

18. Pepsi or Coke: Eh, I get stomachaches drinking carbonated stuff.



HAVE YOU EVER?



19.Been in an airplane: Yes

20.Do you talk to yourself : Sure do.

22.What song(s) do you sing most often in the shower: Back to December, and my school song 

23.What do you do when no one is watching: I pretend I’m real famous and there are crowds waiting for me. Dreams. Pfft.

24.First best friend: My mother’s womb. -.-

25.Would you rather die in a blaze of glory or peacefully in your sleep: hell yeah glory!

26.Who was your first crush?: Spongebob <3

27.Driven a car?: Like I said, I’m fourteen.

29.Last friend you talked to in person: Aimi

30.Do you "label" yourself: heh?

31.What do you think about the person who took this survey before you: What are you? A reporter or something? Zz.

32.If they made a movie about your life, what actor/actress would you be: Erm, the one that gets the most money. Obviously.

33. Last movie you watched: Er, idk the title. Somekind of family with superpowers. :S

34. Last song you listened to : Lotsa them.

35. Last thing you bought: C2 drink. Yum :3

36. Last person you hugged: Eh,forgot.

37. Food: Sister’s homemade spaghetti.

38. Drinks: Brother’s tea.

39. Bottoms: Jeans, tracks, comfortable ones.

40. Flower: Bunga2 indah di taman syurga. PFFFFFTT.

41. Animal: A tame gorilla.

42. Colors: RED

43. Movie: Depends

44. Subjects: Science

HAVE YOU EVER...

([X] meaning yes [ ] meaning no)



45. [] fallen in love with someone

46. [] celebrated Halloween

47. [] had your heart broken

48. [X] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone

49. [X] wanted to smack someone upside the head

51. [] eaten a whole pizza

52. [X] tried to do something, but couldn't succeed

53. [X] did something I regret.

54. [X] broke a promise

55. [X] hid a secret

56. [X] pretended to be happy

57. [] met someone who changed your life

58. [X] pretended to be sick

59. [X] left the country

60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it

61. [X] cried over the silliest thing

62. [X] ran 5 miles

63. [] went to the beach with your bestfriend

64. [X] got into an argument with your friends

65. [X] hated someone

66. [X] stayed single for a whole year



CURRENTLY:



67. Eating: -

68. Drinking: -

69. Listening to: Tv.

70.Thinking about: actors’ voices from the tv.

71. Plans for today: Homeworks. Zz.

72. Waiting for: Weekends.



YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids: I’m FOURTEEN, sheesh.

74. Want to get married: InsyaAllah. Ceh.

75. Careers in mind: Engineer.



WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?:

76. Lips or eyes?: Eyes.

77. Shorter or taller? Taller.

78. Romantic or Spontaneous? Spontaneous 

79. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms.

81. Hook-up or relationship?: FRIENDSHIP.

82. Looks or personality?: A portion from both.



HAVE YOU EVER:



83. Lost glasses/contacts: Y.

84. Snuck out of a house: N.

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: N.

86.Had your heart broken: N.

87. Broken someone's heart: Y.

88. Been in love: N.

89. Cried when someone died?: N.



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:



90. Yourself: Sure.

91. Miracles: Yeap.

92. Love at first sight: Nehh.

93. Heaven: Sure do.

94. Santa Clause: No.



TRUTHFULLY:



97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: N.

98. Do you know who your real friends are?: Y. 

99. Do you believe in God?: Y.

100. Would you change something in your life?: Y.

101. DO YOU LIKE COOKIES: IDC.

Undoubtable

Last July 2nd, there was this Larian 1 Malaysia thingy. Seeing the oppurtunity of going to school on a Saturday, my teachers decided to pile up Hari Koperasi and Hari Ko-kurikulum as well as the Larian altogether on that one day.

English Club decided to open up a stall; in which not more than a quarter of the members (me included), helped big time throwing ideas around, giving out modals and such. Unsursprisingly, it was also decided that Aina, Najwa and I, along with Hisyam and Farhana should have three freaking slots -we were to take turns- at the stall on the big day. The others were just there as bystanders to make sure a 'tick' was placed, marking their attendances so as to assure respectable Koko marks by the end of the year. Do know that their humming, buzzing noises, chatting and fooling around were certainly not very pleasant.

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Ok, maybe not at all pleasant.

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Now,

I know that backtalk is very bad, but whaddyaknow? Saturday came, and those bystanders humans who claimed to be 'responsible members' of the club were crowding the petit table, enblocking the whole stall once and for all. Claiming that they were to look after the stall, too. Truth be told, they were just plain modest and wanted to market their unrespectable faces while clutching a wad of bills to their friends and scoolmates. Pfft. -.-

I obviously left the group of mammals with their 'business'.

Okay, so the whole day lacked of fun. Except for the part where I played with Nadhirah's cool bubble balloon :-3.

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Anyway, I went to Mumtaz the other day. The woman really had the nerve to announce that we will be having six boring classes this month. Trolol.

Already in a sour mood as I was after having to hear that terrible news, the stewpeed mammal which I hate threw me a smug face when my group couldn't answer some kind of ridiculous question. Cow, OBVIOUSLY you could sit. For one thing; if you stand, people in the back wouldn't be able to see infront because of your size, and the next is that you got the superfreakingannoyinglyeasy question. Pukyou. Stupid cow. Take that, woman! Hah.

I am was annoyed.

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Woot, can't wait for school to start. I know I might be crazy to be enthusiastic about something like school, but there are humans like me, too. Except the fact that we are facing serious threat of extinction. Whaddo.

Ciao, mate.