Momentum

July 23rd, 2011.

The moment I've been waiting for, since I entered JESS last year. True story.

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Okay, so let's just say I went through the day with much dissatisfaction. More than a year of waiting, and it was stupid. Pfft. -.-

I got to place myself in four events that day. Must you know, it was my school Sport's Day. First event was the 100 metre race, in which I managed to win a silver medal.

Nest came the 400 metre, which was when it turned out BAD. As normal, people fast-jog in this thaang. Which was what I did. Guess I don't know my own strength. I got third placing, and after the race my legs were burning.

I couldn't stabilize myself so I had to sit down. And two of my PBSM friends which had been supporting me the whole race wanted to help me but I refused. I so did not want to trouble them, and after all, I thought I could've managed the pain. No pain, no gain, yes?

But man was I wrong. I then went to the Blue House tent and sat nearby Pn Mahnun. My father kept asking whether if he should buy or do anything for me. But I was dizzy, and I felt like sleeping, which now come to think of it, was dangerous. Could've fainted while I slept. :-/

Back to my father, I shook my head all the time. Until my teacher forced me to drink some mineral water cause I looked really pale then. And like, very pale.

Aimi was there, and soon after that came Pn Fatimah. She 'babysat' me for awhile until I decided it was time to go home. What should happen to my next two events and my medals were beyond my care.

Aimi called my mom, but a minute after, my father came. I told him I wanted to go home, and he agreed.

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I was definitely touched then. A tadful of humans asked and cared about my health ect, especially my closed ones. Aimi did everything I asked of her, and my teachers and friends wouldn't let me join in any more events after that.

Thanks guys. :) Guess I took you for granted, but now I really did see the real you.

So now do know that I think and feel different of you guys, eventhough my actings are similar as before.

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:DD