Frustrated

I've got to tell you something,the dumbest and most stupid school in the whole malaysia,big chance,even the whole world or the solar system(exaggerating)is.....*freaking drumrolls* SMK ........well,let's just say,my school.Seriously!

Yesterday we got our freaking result for our last crapping exam.And it was freaking not fair.Pure freaking crap.:-/

They did not,I repeat,DO NOT,take our freaking freaking overall freaking percentage freak.Ouh,sorry..Guess I was too angry.I'll stop the 'freak' madness right this instant.:) My apologies.

Anyway,as said,they did not take our overall percentage(which any NORMAL and absolutely NORMAL school would be freaking(sorry..)do if they are going to give the students their places in the class)Instead,my big,smart,cool(eleh!)school took our grades instead of the overall percentage which is ridiculous.RIDICULOUS,I tell yah!>:-(

The girl who WAS SUPPOSED to get number 1 instead was pushed to the freaking second place.And the girl who actually QUALIFIED to be number 2 was pushed to number 3!And the third girl was pulled up to number 1!!!!!!!!!!ITS FREAKING FREAKING FREAKING FREAKING (counting 1 until 10) abnormal...*defeated..*

haizz..I was so mad it happened to unfortunately be that way,that everything I saw throughout the day made the ache in my heart grew.Plus,we had P.E yesterday,which is known here as PJK.

They were warming up and were not being serious and were all laughing and talking that I felt my blood boiled to the 100th degree.God knows how impatient I was that time.

And I was being moody.All because of the freaking freaking freaking freaking scoring my freaking crap school freaking made.FREAKSSSSS!

Oh yeah,I was so angry,I could hardly kept the feeling inside of me,outside of the school 'surau' I shouted 'Sekolah ni tak guna!' and my rough voice could clearly be heard by the students who were nearby.They stared at me as though I was a nutcase.Which I couldnt quite pull myself together to notice the stares that time and felt not even a percent of embarassment.

The night on the way to tuition,I nagged and nagged and nagged AND nagged to my mother,who herself got mad at how the grading was made until I reached tuitin.On the way home,I started nagging a little,when my mother managed to cool me down and persuaded me to keep control.It was merely all right,since I did burst infront of my class teacher,and then two of my classmates were there standing near us the whole time and spread the news that I cried.Screw luck.:-/..Which I didnt do,of course.I was so frustrated I could hardly kept my voice even that I sounded as if I was crying.Anyway,now that I've cooled down and chilled,there will be no more heartaches or stuffs.Its just fact that I had lose.In the present.Not future.There's still chance.I'll grab it.You'll see.:)

PS:sorry for the long post.:P

And A.N.A.A(the girl who beat me),I am not mad at you,I am mad at the school's rotten decision.So,just chill.:)