Past year's list

It's a tradition for me to create new resolutions at the end of every year, as well as to check the previous list to see how much I've achieved.

And this post is about the latter.

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1. Get accepted into boarding schools. (Preferably MRSM)

Status; Fulfilled.

I got accepted into Banting Sciene School, or BASiS. And...... dropped out like 2 weeks after that.

2. Maintain my extra-curricular grade.

Status; Fulfilled.

3. Study well so that Addmaths becomes my favourite subject.

Status; Half achieved.

So I don't exactly like Addmaths, but I don't hate it either. 

4. Be a more responsible prefect and student for as long as I'm in Jalan Empat.

Status; Half achieved.

This year I've done lots of acceptably ''responsible''  things than I ever did in my life (I think). Ah well. It's from my perspective anyway, and I'm positive I did enough to make myself proud.

5. Just be an octopus? ................................... Uh...

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Status; Unfulfilled.

Turns out I became a rabbit instead (long story).

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BSMM national-level camp 2013

This is the third post of the day. Guess I'm extra lifeless today.

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I read about my past posts, and there's this one post in which I spent a bit rambling about this year's Red Crescent Youth National level camp, which was held under Kementerian Belia & Sukan in June.

Now, allow me to elaborate on what I did at that camp and why it turned out to be so special to me.

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About 20 people from my school participated in the camp, and during the registration, Pn. J and the other teacher told me that they weren't going to supervise us (meaning, they'd go home once registration was done). Of course, there were at least 1500 other participants from approximately 50 different schools joining the camp, with each school sending at least one teacher as supervisor. Then Pn. J told me that I was going to have to become the 'mak kecik' as I had to care about the 19 students from our school. I, naturally, accepted the challenge and allowed  them teachers to go back home the minute registration was done.

((note that the sequences in this post are all mixed up))
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One night we had to go and walk around the festival site, idk why we had to do that, we just did. And we rounded the site thrice before giving up. Then my ''children'' were complaining about being tired, so I decided to just wait and rest at the entrance. By then it was nearing 11pm, and still only a few other participants were loitering nearby. I lose my patience and I decided to just go back to our campsite without waiting for the others, it was a risk, but I couldn't take it anymore because about half of us fell asleep. Then, an amazing thing happened. Before we know it, we had almost all of the other participants tailgating us as well. Turned out they got tired of not knowing where to head, and followed our footsteps of just going back without the permission of any adults.

I remember we had to walk 20 minutes to reach the Masjid Besi just to poop and clean ourselves. We, my ''children'' and I however, didn't have showers there bc the toilets in the Masjid Besi were always packed. Then we'd stay up until 2 am just to take baths together at the camp site. It was such an enjoyable time, with my juniors making jokes and humoring me and Nadiah. The water was cold too, and we really had fun. Praying duty was also at the mosque, and we had to wake up super early to get to the mosque for Subuh. Needless to say, on our 20 minutes' journey there, I fell asleep countless times. How I even managed to reach the mosque at all was beyond me. Upon arriving there, we all collapsed into one massive heap while waiting for the azan to start. 

I also remember Aisyah getting this high fever during Najib's speech at the festival, and it was raining lightly. She claimed that she could stand it, but I insisted on sending her back to the camp site. So Nadiah, me and Aisyah  staggered walked all the way back to the campsite. It took us about 20 minutes to get to the med's tent. Then I treated Luqmanul and Nadiah cans of drinks because they deserved them (Luqmanul for waiting for us in the crowd while we sent Aisyah to rest, and Nadiah for accompanying Aisyah and me). 

I too remember everyone getting sick at one point. Ju had diarrhoea and my junior, Tuan had this... swell on her toe. And of course they had to come and report everything to me. So I gave Aisyah a comfortable sleeping spot that night, after she got her checkups. To Tuan I advised her to apply some toothpaste on the swell. Ju claimed that she's brought her medicines along, but I kept on checking on her just in case.

Then in the morning we had to wait for the camp fasilitators to arrive. We waited for about 40 - 50 minutes and every participant was lingering around. So I conducted the Around The World game with them, and the minutes just flew by. The juniors kept on matching me up with Sharmin, as we kept on fighting like cats and dogs. It was especially nice when Sharmin had to stay quiet because he lost his voice. I won all arguments at that time, and he just had to smile in this annoyed way.  

Then on the last day, we had this Simulasi Bencana activity. I was one of the orang kampung(s), which means my task was to disturb every RCY member from the opposing team as much as possible. And of course I did my job. I shouted and pretended to cry and wail so much that they had to order about 3 men to carry me away. One of the fasilitators really appraised me for my acting and presented me the nickname 'langau'. 

Finally, I also remember that we were the only school that placed girls in the front line and boys at the back. Most probably because our school's RCY president was me, a girl. Then I shared drinks with the people in the lines to my right, turned out it was coffee. I was about to pour the coffee on to the ground, but they offered to drink it up instead.

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Haish. Tahu tak rinduuuuuu dengan semua ni. :')

ps; One of the awesome part of this camp was that my old good friend, Luqmanul joined the camp as well, presenting his school. My mum called Luqmanul, thinking it was Haziq's number she was dialling, just to ask where I was and why didn't I pick up my phone.

Stalked myself

Oi,you not remembering me is just mean..:'( haha...weird much? anyway,must I remind you,you were the one who came afer me,not the other way round,and even if you were serious and all,may I tell you that I'm just a half-kid half-teenager who does not think appropriately and sometimes I just follow on my instincts..

So.

The summary goes on like this = you came after me - we're friends - you forget about me - I don't care at all - ??

So,dood,please,I'm NOT missing you,you can go on with your life and so will I,just don't expect ME to be thinking about YOU.

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Whoever wrote that is clearly missing the person who forgets her. Her denial is so bad, it's ridiculous. She can't forget the person and is really hoping that the person will just talk to her. She'd do anything so that the person reappears. It's just so obvious.
UNFORTUNATELY,

THAT WAS ME, MY LINES FROM 2010. I CANNOT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY CAME UP WITH THOSE SENTENCES. FMKWEXSZWP CAN I GO BACK TO THE PAST AND SLAP MYSELF???

Two of my many favourite people

Today I woke up, thinking about two people. And I decided that I'm going to write about them in my Blog. So expect the expected (?)

First person

You have been my partner for a whole year, and I'm very glad to have been given the opportunity to know you well. You received so many nicknames from me (princess hijau, petani moden, gajah biru), and together we created some of the weirdest nicknames for the guys in our class. I still remember the time I beat you with only one mark for our mid term exam. You were, and are such a genius ass. So far I think I like you being my partner best, as seeing that we're both lefties. You were also the most hardworking partner I've ever sat with. You used to have a handmade petite box containing shortened colour pencils in your pencilbox. They were for your notes, I remember how you like underlining key points using them. You, me and Aisyah would also go out to recess five minutes earlier (cause we were the school prefects) together. I still remember the drawing of the heart you made. It was so colourful and alive. Then for bm, I think you were the first and only kid to have done all  the 5 essays that Pn. Nazilah gave out. Oh my God, I miss you. 

The other day, I went to your class and you said something that really spooked me out at that time. Well, it was spooky then. Now, I feel touched. Anyway, you said ''aku sayang kau sebab kau kuda putih aku''. So simple yet so deep. I still remember the way you said it, and how our postures were at that time. We were never the ''sayang2'' type. And at that time, I think I was speechless. So I decided to let my ego take over and said something like ''kau kenapa? menakutkan je o.o'' or something. K never mind, guess I'll just reply to that, here. Aku pun sayang kau gak weh :) 

ps; You make a great mom/grandma for the Perocubians. You're so sporting!

Second person

Honestly, the moment I found out you were the only person from our gang who's going into the same class as me, I wasn't exactly happy. Why? That's because I thought we weren't that close and I found it awkward if we were to be left alone. But as the time went on, the awkwardness melted bit by bit so that by now, I'd already know a big part of your life and had heard numerous stories from you. You were always there for me, even at times when I messed things up. I know for a fact that you love me, and that whatever you do, you'd always drag me in as well. I appreciate that, even at times I felt that you were somewhat on the obsessive side. But, to find a friend as true as you is a gift. Yeah, I remember the time we did not have any motivation to study at all, and we didn't put in a single effort to understand anything in class. And then when I came back from Banting, you cried. We decorated 4 Cen together during Merdeka celebration, and we were always in the same group. You'd get jealous if I started becoming close with other people. I also remember the time when you brought that delicious spaghetti your mom made. And also, you were the one who taught me to eat chocolates while studying. For July test, we felt ridiculously disabled because we couldn't eat chocolates while we studied as it was the fasting month. You also taught me the way to memorize verses from the holy Quran by understanding Arabic. And there's this one incident that made me touched as hell; I forgot who asked you the question ''Apa jadi kalau Aqillah tak balik Banting?''. And your answer was; ''Aku akan jadi jauh lebih teruk dari sekarang. Aku takkan berusaha untuk dapat result baik mcm sekarang.'' 

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I love you guys. 

Dah bye.

October 26th, 2013

I landed myself as the organizer for 2013's Prefectorial Body's yearly banquet.
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I woke up by 7 am because obviously, the adrenaline rush was there. Then I had to answer some calls asking me the check-ups for the banquet that was due to begin by 12.15pm. Then I organised some papers, money and stuff to be brought to BGR (Bangi Golf Resort) to finalize and get ready for everything.

I ate two nasi lemak before going because I knew it in my heart that as an organizer, I wouldn't get the chance to eat later even if I paid the same amount as everyone else, perhaps even more. On the way there, I got very nervous about the banquet, especially since Teacher Nik wasn't going to be there.

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I arrived at BGR by 10.40 am, and the hall had already been liven by the performance crew and teams, the emcees, photographers, and basically, the form 4 AJKs of the banquet that I chose a few months back.

Needless to say, as the organizer, I had to do everything and practically flew everywhere just to meet people and finalize things so that everything would run smoothly.

Luckily, Gokull was there to help me all the while and he understood what had to be done despite me not having the time to explain everything to him. 

I explained the giving gift protocol to the AJK in charge of presents, and Gokull helped with the timing for the 4 performances, and together we really did the whole lot. However, we were no supermen. Of course we had helps from all the lovely and supporting form 4 AJKs. Without even one of them, I don't think we would've succeeded yesterday.

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So then the PK HEM arrived. And finally it was time to get the show on the road. We had to start with the drama performance first because Zaim wasn't there yet. The form 5 peeps had this bengkel before the banquet, so we already expected them to come late. Then the AJK penyambut tetamu arranged the form 5s into a two-by-two line and when zaim arrived, he was placed at the front row. So once the performance ended, the emcees made announcements about the small parade of the form 5 prefects into the hall. Once that was done, I knew everything was going to fall into place. Then the PK HEM made his opening speech and voila~ Let's get the show started!

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We had ikram reading his super awesome poetry, and showed off his skills of holding the microphone without hesitating. Then Madhu, Sulayman and two others played the guitar and sang Little Things, and we also had this exciting bicara berirama performance by the Form 1 humans. All of them seriously enlightened the whole banquet! :D (of course, every show got its turn for spotlights)

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Gokull and I also ordered an ala carte from BGR because Kishan was a vegetarian. He at first said it was okay, but of course Gokull and I insisted and we bought a vegetarian fried rice with mixed vegetable dish especially for him. Better feel special, dude.

(At the end, he was satisfied with our ''service'', so I take it we did good??? :p)

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Btw, here are the pics from yesterday.

((The Best Prefect of The Year certificate))

Ze spaghetti bolognaise (sorry for the blur)




The French bread with vanilla sauce. This was scrumptious!












(damn Fauzan for photobombing and blocking my face -..-)

((Qudri's and my face in da banner yo!))














(bc shifaa asked for it)










(the guys photobombing for the hundredth time -_-)
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1. I would like to dedicate lots of appreciation to all the prefects who participated into making this banquet one of the best banquets in my life (I'm not exaggerating), especially the Form 4 prefects. Don't ever underestimate what you did, because without even any one of you, this whole thing wouldn't have reached anywhere near this ''grand'' stage. So don't thank me, thank yourselves. You guys are amazing. ((I can't wait to work with all of you next year))

2. To those who came, your presence really did make this banquet a whole lot merrier than what I had been expecting all along. Thanks to all my mates, juniors, seniors, teachers and those who are just as important, the BGR crews; Mr Apai and Miss Chua for lending me hands throughout the whole thing.

  3. Thanks to my teacher, Puan Nik Nur Ruhayu for supporting me since the beginning. This is not the end, I know I still have lots to endure later, and I also know now that I can always count on you. You shaped me into what I was at the banquet. I knew you were always rooting for me even if you yourself were not present at the banquet. Thanks for trusting that I can do it, teacher. You trusted me even when I didn't trust in myself. Thanks again.
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Shortly after the banquet ended, I called Teacher and she said she received numerous positive and encouraging reviews from the people who came. I myself as a student, received a few 'congratulations', alhamdulillah.
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ps; Want to see how I define 'sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit'?
Here goes;




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pps; I seriously felt the bond getting stronger between each and every one of us because of this.
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ppps; you are all astounding! No more doubt about that.
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arghhhhh

I am sick now. And mad. 

No, not mad because I am sick, I'm mad because I cannot believe how frustrating it is to know that stupid people, I mean really stupid people, are still out there somewhere, breathing. 

Now, I suggest you to not continue reading the rest of this post, especially if you're at the opposition's side in the matter of politics.

Because yes, I side the government. So oppositions, you may get the hell away from my Blog, and never to return here again. Ever.

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By the way, this is my Blog so I can pretty much say anything I want. And today I chose to let out the contained rage I have over all those mindfucked oppositions humans out there. I never invited you to come here anyway, so go away. Seriously.

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So I had a huge debate with this guy Ed (Not his real name). It was primarily a debate about leadership, and I was winning ((obviously)). He, on the verge of losing, suddenly broached the subject about politics (Ed's an opposition). I warned him again and again about how I hated politics and wanted nothing to do with it, but he emerged on to saying how the government is always copying the ideas off of the opposition and shit.

Trust me if I say he practically answered that with a

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He also decided that I supposedly am a ''pro government sider'', but I was going mental.
..................................*...he's so retarded I was literally speechless*
My dear dumbass opposition, have you ever heard the saying '''the thing about smart people is that they always seem crazy to dumb people'''?
I assume not. 

Then, he went down a notch further by proclaiming that my dear, beloved Pak Jib is in the third class mindset. ''same just like you'', he said.

It is honestly excruciating to be breathing the same damn air with one of the stupidest people in the history of the stupidest people alive. I do not wish to debate about what our Prime Minister has done all this while, because stupid-headed, birdbrain, blockhead people like Ed can never understand. 

Note that there exists this thing called appreciation, but I don't know if they'll ever manage to acknowledge what it's all about. Not in this lifetime anyway. Why? Because they're idiots, that's why.

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I HAVE WARNED YOU TO NOT READ THIS POST. IF YOU DID READ THROUGHOUT MY RANTINGS STILL, AND HAVE THE URGE OF VOICING YOUR STANDS ABOUT THE OPPOSITIONS, THEN YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO. 

SINCERELY, YOU MAY GO TO HELL.

A word or two for a friend

Excuse the blurriness in this video;

Sakai squared

Before;

After;

 Idk what the years have done to the innocent Haziq.......................... Btw Adam said I look younger?

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Haziq Haiqal.

This guy practically pounded on my sanity. 

Why and how? By asking me numerous times and making scenes after embarrassing scenes both publicly and in-between friends only so that I'd dedicate a post specially for him. 

He even told me he's willing to stab himself right in the chest if I don't do this post pronto. (Eh, yes. Exaggeration is nice.)

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Of course. Another list.

1. My choral speaking mate from when we were in Form 2.

2. He, like sakai angin aka monyet belanda aka zafira, knows my stories and my aches as well as portions of my secrets.

3. He's a listener. A good one at that.

4. We can crap all day everyday and never get bored with each other.

5. One of my good guy friends that hasn't waken up to the wrong side of the bed so far. ((ask me privately what it means))

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Here are the things that have subconsciously made us close over the years;

1. Choral speaking -f2

2. Forum -f4

3. MPKK meetings -f4

4. Olympiad Maths -f4

5. '''Discussions''' at the school library and school canteen with the others after school on a daily basis -f4

6. PMR(?) -f3

7. Accounts' petition -f4 

8. Study groups with Kayeeeeena -f4
9. Red crescent stuff -f4

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As per usual, on the contrary;

1. Annoying. (Honestly, they all just have to be annoying. And I honestly don't see why, as I tend to see myself having such lovely and pleasant mannerism :3)

2. Gemuk.

3. Tenggiling aka giling aka sakai squared.

4. Stingy as hell.

5. Outings are a big no-no for him T_T

6. Crazy

7. A big Kpop fan (-____-)

Eh, I'm not sure why, but tonight I really feel like complimenting and appreciating people. Truths after absolutely nice truths about this guy keep popping up in my head, but I dare not type them in on the grounds that Haziq might float away to nothingness at being extremely pleased.

Therefore, I'm sorry I couldn't really come up with anything that can make you embarrassed, Jiq. 

.............................................And I bet Zafira would be jealous by this post, because hers was so dull. I think (?)

O m g Ajiq do you remember this.......

Look at your face......

So immature...

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Ps/ Do you remember our form 2/3 times when you would always come over to my class just to compare marks and exam grades? I felt so bewildered then, yet slightly amused at your '''passion''' on starting this friendship of ours. If it hadn't been your enthusiasm at beating me in things, we wouldn't have become as how we are today. :-)

Pps/ Don't you ever dare forget our 3-days fight

Ppps/ The drink you ''treated'' me. The RM1.20 drink, the one I paid RM1 for, and you RM0.20. :-) Yes, thank you for ''''''''''treating'''''''''' me, Ajiq. :-) That was generous of you. :-) Really. :-)

My video-filled Saturday

Allo.
It's the first day of the Raya holidays.
A bunch of my chinese and indian friends from school as well as from kajang and/or other places wished me a joyous Hari Raya this year as well as the years before. I have to say, I love multiracial countries!

So anyway, I am feeling really rather bored today, so I checked youtube out for random videos that hopefully will provide glory towards my day won't make me so bored anymore.

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Since you're here, reading my posts, I shall assume that you're bored as well. So I might as well share with y'all some of them videos in the hopes that you'll somehow entertain yourself.

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1. A guy that inspires others.

2. A freaky lady making a freaky sandwich and giving freaky relationship advices.

I quote; You're gonna have to lower your standards bc the world is full of ugly creepers.

You hit it, girl!

3. A very beautiful video about friendship. 

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I can't say I have favourites bc truthfully, I just like spending time watching all sorts of videos via the Internet. But here is I think would be one of the most awesome video to have ever been produced. Kudos to Ryan for coming up with this!

 

Finally, here's a video that I can really relate to;

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Just sharing with you some of 'em. 

(You have free will on whether to watch them or not. just saying.)

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yeah, you can thank me later for introducing you to Ryan Higa and all these cool vids

Sakai angin

See the lady in purple?????? SHE ''''POLITELY'''' INQUIRED ME TO MAKE A POST ABOUT 'ER.

Okay bebeh, you're on!

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To make things easier, I'll just list all the things I have to say about this lady instead of making long speeches and talks. ((Ps/ She technically forced me to do this, it's an involuntary act of mine k so please people jangan salah anggap))

1. We skype and/or text all day long yet we still have things to talk about.

2. We are able to use abusive language towards each other and still be okay without any one of us feeling hurt.

3. We can talk for hours, about anything and everything.

4. We enjoy speaking lousy English with each other, ie; ''you very fat like hipo''

4. You're one of the sakaians. Specifically, you're sakai angin. :o)

On the contrary, here are the truths about you;

1. You're annoying.

2. You sleep a lot.

3. You eat like a monstahh.

4. You still haven't give me my birthday present.

5. You do not understand the value of British accent.

6. You suck at pranking people.

7. You're annoying.

8. You remind me of an eccentric grandmother.

9. You're talkative.

10. ................... Did I mention that you're annoying? 

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I think that is all for tonight. My spine is aching (I'm typing this while waiting for her to finish ironing her school uniform. Yes, ironing school uniform at 1:43am. 1:43 IN. THE. MORNING. and tomorrow's school. /She's an excellent procrastinator/)

Lady, do you know that I have retarded pics of you in my laptop, evidence of all of our skype sessions? And I'm not reluctant at all to threat and/or blackmail you using them, so you might actually want to start thinking about what to bake me for Raya. *smiles mischievously ((ie; seductively))

By the way,

I'm innocent aka I bear no consequences once you've read this post aka you're fat and I'm cute aka this is irrelevant aka but it's the truth aka I'm still cute and you're fat aka nothing's gonna change that aka I'm innocent

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ps/ Haziq's actually convinced himself that I like someone. He claimed to want to stalk me forever, that is, until death do him and his stalking job apart.

pps/ I'm delighted to know who that (my crush) is as well. :333

kawad bsmm

I took the position as the president of Jalan Empat's Red Crescent Youth in times of need and desperation. During our mid-term examination, eventhough the former president left the unit with nothing whatsoever prepared.

No, ladies and gentlemen, I am not blaming him for whatever reasons he may have that's forced him to just drop the position, there and then.

And no, ladies and gentlemen, I am not pointing my index finger to anyone who suggested me or even has anything to do with my replacing him in such sudden notice.

I believe in responsibility and agility while doing work. And not put blames on other people should things go wrong.

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So anyway.

After exam, school was off for 2 weeks before it opened again to meet up with the school's Sports Day.

We only had 5 friggin days left to practice everything for kawad, and with touches of Puan J's scoldings towards En. A and Pn. F, Ibrahim and I managed to collaborate even though I honestly felt like beheading him at that time. (Note that Pn. J's anger towards the two teachers was released out on us, ie, Ibrahim and me, infront of 5 Karisma. The scoldings and shoutings lasted for a whole hour, tqvm.) *grimaced

We had to run up and down to find both En. A and Pn. F and we discussed shit. Long story short, we finally managed to get the formation done in just 2 days ((1 day = 2 hours' practise)), which means we accomplished the almost impossible in merely 4 hours' time. *grins

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Training in the afternoons. ***I'm the girl in the blue hijab, obviously***

BSMM parade, here we come! ((Ignore the act of which the president is glancing at her shoes))

My beloved juniors. They have been wonderful teammates :))

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Click here for the video of us performing kawad during Sports Day; enjoy!

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Before ending this post, I would like to dedicate appreciations to our main coordinator of this whole project, who else but our very own Commander, Ibrahim!

(sorry I couldn't find a more decent photo to be put here, he as a whole can never fit into the ''decent'' category. :b No offence, Ib.)

Up next would be our Vice Commander, Amir! (Is there such a thing as a vice commander though)

(This is the best I can do, even if it isn't the most acceptable one. I know how ya feel, readers. -__- Sorry anyway.) 

So.

Thanks to you guys, this whole kawad thing has been such a wonderful eye-opener to me. Thanks as well to all those that have been so amazing to sacrifice your afternoons for a whole week, and this is respectably dedicated to all the kawad kaki members. (Even if our commander went crazy and practically tortured y'all at the school field.) Finally, I really feel the need to say this, thanks to Pn. J for doing what you did, cause if it wasn't for you, this whole thing wouldn't have happened. 

You are all the best of the best!

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